Seven Day Book Challenge – Day Four

My day four book of choice is Daniel Deronda by George Eliot …

… which is not just, as the title implies, about Daniel Deronda. It’s a tale of two physically beautiful people who are driven by an inner darkness – Deronda himself and Gwendolen Harleth. Both characters are outsiders in their cloistered worlds and, as the story progresses, they become more and more drawn to each other – as much emotionally as physically. The chemistry between the two is so intense, it leaps off the page and yet there’s a real subtlety to it that leaves you wondering right to the end – will they or won’t they?

I’ve read several of Eliot’s books and, for me, no one does heartache quite as well as she does and, even though you’re positively drowning in the stuff, you can’t help but want more. Such is the quality of her writing.

Much is made of Gwendolen’s haughtiness but I found Deronda equally so and – ti has to be said – somewhat patronising, to the female characters in particular. Nonetheless they are both fascinating protagonists. The minor characters too bring additional depth and complexities that make this such an engrossing read.

I won’t give away the ending but the fact that it doesn’t end entirely happily is another reason to like this book. Eliot does not do saccharine.

Seven Day Book Challenge – Day Three

My day three choice is The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry by Rachel Joyce …

… the story of a lonely man who does something incredible and completely out of character and in doing so, finds a way to accept and forgive himself.

Full disclosure. I love a good journey book. By that I don’t necessarily mean a physical journey – more, the kind of internal journey in which the protagonist comes out the other side having learned something about themselves. In fact my draft debut novel, The Three Things That Broke Netta Wilde, follows exactly that theme.

There are other books I could have chosen from – Joyce’s second novel in this series, The Love Song of Miss Queenie Hennessy, or Gail Honeyman’s Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine. I have read and loved both, but Harold is my favourite. I love the way he gradually opens up, like the flowers that he begins to notice on his long, lonely walk. It feels as though I’m walking with him and experiencing his highs and lows – both physical and mental.

The other thing that captivates me about this book is that Harold is not alone in his loneliness. First, there’s his wife, Maureen, so debilitated by grief that every day is a struggle for her to do anything other than function. Then there’s neighbour Rex and so many characters Harold meets along the way each of which are dealing with their own version of loneliness. And all the time, Queenie is waiting for him at the other end of the country. It’s a wonderful, sad, funny read. Try it, if you haven’t already done so.

Seven Day Book Challenge – Day Two

My day two book of choice couldn’t be any further from day one – unless of course you count the fact that they’re both written by men.

Pickwick Papers by Charles Dickens …

… really is much funnier than I expected it to be. How’s that for a review?

I only read it last year and before then, hadn’t read any Dickens since my teenage years. I have to say, Dickens is not for the fainthearted: his language is, how can I put it, very flowery and of its day, but once you get your head round it, it’s a joy to read.

Poor bumbling Mr Pickwick is like everyone’s favourite dotty old uncle constantly getting into ridiculous scrapes and misunderstandings. For me Dickens’ best characters are men and there are plenty of those in this novel, my favourites – aside from Pickwick himself – being Sam Weller and, scoundrel and all round bad egg, Alfred Jingle.

Well worth the read. I’ve already added more Dickens to my reading pile.

Seven Day Book Challenge – Day One

So, I’ve accepted a challenge from one of my writing group friends, to post seven books that I love – one book per day with no explanation or review. I posted my first choice on Facebook today but it seemed a bit churlish not to explain why I like it so much. So I thought I’d share it with more detail here.

Meatspace by Nikesh Shukla …

… was a revelation to me when I first read it. In terms of grand literary themes it’s not big and it’s not clever. It’s basically about this lonely guy who for one reason or another (I won’t give away the plot) gets lost in his own world but the writing is so light and funny that you end up getting lost in that world too such that, when the twist comes it’s a real shocker because you really didn’t see it coming.

So basically it’s a funny, clever, contemporary book about old fashioned emotions and how not to deal with them.

Read it. You’ll love it.

October – It’s exciting, isn’t it?

nanowrimoOkay, so it’s grey and, in the UK at least, incessantly wet but there are still great things happening – prepping for NaNoWriMo, for instance. For the uninitiated, although it began as a national initiative, NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) is now an international community that provides friendship and support for writers around the world. The pinnacle of its year is November when writers can join in the challenge to write a novel in a month – or at least 50,000 words of it. October is the big planning phase. Think of it as the writer’s equivalent to the build up to Christmas – not the bit when you have to do all the hard work but the nice bit, before the frenzy sets in.

Last year I took the NaNoWriMo pledge and actually managed the first 60,000 words of my debut novel, The Netta Project. But last year I wasn’t quite ready to announce to the world my intention to be a proper writer, so I did it in secret. One year later, I am definitely ready to stand up and be counted, unapologetically, as a writer and poet. So, I’ve made my pledge public both here and on the official NaNoWriMo site. I’m aiming for at least the first 50,000 words of my sequel novel, The Edie Project.

Are you taking the challenge too? If so, good luck and if you’d like a NaNoWriMo buddy, look me up. https://nanowrimo.org/

The other fantastically fab thing this month is the launch of the Birmingham Writers’ Group’s second anthology, City of Hope (pictured). I’m hugely excited about it – not just because I’ve contributed a short story but also because it’s a great anthology and what’s more, we have a book launch on Wednesday 30th October at Bacchus Bar in Birmingham. It starts at 7.00 pm if you’re in the area. Even if you can’t make it, you can buy the book from Amazon.

https://www.amazon.co.uk/City-Hope-anthology-Birmingham-writers/dp/1701084546/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=city+of+hope&qid=1572104292&s=books&sr=1-1

See, I told you October was exciting, didn’t I?

It’s Been a While

Hello world. I’m back.

How have you been?

I’ve been good, thanks for asking.

In case you’re wondering where I’ve been these past few years, I’ve been right here – just been a bit busy changing my life. You know how it is – so much to do, so little time.

So anyway, you may or not be interested to know that I am a full-time writer now and, as any self-respecting wordsmith knows, a website is essential for getting out there and speaking about what you do. With that in mind, I’m going to be giving this old thing a bit of a revamp over the next few months to try and knock it into a half decent state.  In the meantime, here’s a helicopter level sketch of what I’ve been up to since my last post all those years ago.

In 2017, after working for an energy company for over twenty years, I left my job as a regulatory manager to concentrate on writing. After several months of deciding whether or not to go freelance as an energy industry consultant, I decided to let it all go and embrace my creative side completely. To help me on the way, I took a course on fiction writing which proved to be extremely helpful.

I wrote a couple of short stories, on the course, about a character that I really fell in love with. I started to think about what her life story would look like and began to plan out my first novel. That novel, The Netta Project, is now nearing completion – more about it in later posts.

The other thing I realised was that writing is a rather solitary business and sometimes it’s good to get out there in the writing community. So, I joined the fabulous Birmingham Writers’ Group   http://www.birminghamwriters.org/  I can’t tell how wonderful it is to be part of such a supportive and friendly bunch of people. I can recommend it.

So, what else have I been doing? Well mainly writing; writing; writing and a fair amount of reading too. Aside from the novel, I’m working on a couple of poetry collections which may, at some point, see the light of day and also several short stories, one of which will appear in the Birmingham Writers’ Group soon to be published anthology City of Hope. The anthology will be launched on 30th October at our spoken word night, at the Bacchus Bar in Birmingham, UK.

Oh, and my other half and I have bought a motorhome and have spent a good deal of this year travelling about the country. Lot’s of pics on my Instagram account if you’re interested. https://www.instagram.com/hazel.ward/

Cats

  NaPoWriMo day thirty. NaPoWriMo  2015 has come to an end and here’s my final poem. As I enjoyed writing my poem about dogs I thought I’d also do one about their nemesis. This one’s called Cats. Bye bye NaPoWriMo. Until next year…

Cats 

Cats are devils in disguise.

They draw you in with big cat eyes.

They rub against you with their fur

and mesmerise you with their purr,

pretend to be your bestest friend

all to meet their evil end.

You think that it’s only you

they do all this stuff to,

then one day you meet

someone living in your street

who calls Kitty by another name

feeds and pets them just the same,

sits and strokes their silky fur

whilst listening to their gentle purr.

Habit Forming Theory

  NaPoWriMo day twenty nine. One more day to go. I have recently started a new book on how to form good habits, not exactly a literary classic I know but the subject interests me. Anyway, it prompted me to write today’s poem – well that and the fact that I have  wanted to write something with the phrase Moral Turpitude in it ever since seeing Beulah Balbricker accuse Ms Honeywell of it in the 1980’s film Porky’s. A terrible film I know but it made me laugh at the time. For the uninitiated, Ms Honeywell was played by Kim Cattrall. The poem is called Habit Forming Theory…

Habit Forming Theory

First,

get into the habit

of having a habit.

Second,

if the habit

is a bad habit,

stop the habit

and get a new habit.Continue reading “Habit Forming Theory”

Gallipoli

  NaPoWriMo day twenty eight. After yesterday’s frivolity poem number twenty eight is much more sober and was inspired by Anzac day, the centenary of which took place on 25th April.

Gallipoli

Sunlight dances on bleached beaches.

We remember a time

when men were killed in their pursuit.

Penned in small coves they fell

over fallen comrades like sacrificial lambs.

Crowds bow their heads

shedding tears for their forebears,

disconnected lines on the family tree;

branches cut before flowering.

Young men, straight and tall

mark the passing of those lives against their own

and thank some unknown presence,

call it God, call it luck,

that they were not here a hundred years ago

Going Out

  NaPoWriMo day twenty seven. For poem number twenty seven I have gone with today’s NaPoWriMo suggested prompt to write a hay(na)ku. The hay(na)ku is, apparently, a variant on the haiku. To quote NaPoWriMo “A hay(na)ku consists of a three-line stanza, where the first line has one word, the second line has two words, and the third line has three words. You can write just one, or chain several together into a longer poem” so here’s my take on it. This poem’s called Going Out.

Going Out

Soak

in bath,

shave legs smooth.

 

Clean

teeth, cream

face and body.Continue reading “Going Out”