I don’t want the sun to shine
it won’t sit well with me today.
I want to stand out in the rain
and wash away this misery.
Let the rain come cruel and fast
batter, bruise and soak my flesh
until my body feels the hurt
I carry somewhere deep within.
Let it splash against my face
to hide the tears I shed for you.
I want to cry until I ache,
and I am cold, hard and spent.